大裴是一个神奇的人，他经常能掀起一个又一个风暴，没有大裴，就不会有唐氏游泳池英语风暴，没有大裴，也不会有李志音乐狂潮。
大裴你抽烟我很高兴，大裴你不能喝酒也没关系，但是大裴你丫变成裴永哲就是你丫的不对了。
我听着李志的歌，跟大裴聊着天，哭了。
跟鸡巴说我觉得我很幸福，鸡巴说你丫别刺激我了。
我很想说点什么，但我突然觉得不知道该跟你们说什么了。
当着你们的面我实在不好意思，于是我决定在背地里说……我果然还是那个大道理小王子，虽然我最讨厌听大道理，但是我喜欢说谢谢。
我要说我决定不再抱怨我现在的人生了，鸡巴哥我不是想刺激你，我是真的觉得我现在还可以躲在老爸和学校的避风港里是真你妈逼的幸福。
我要说大裴你其实是有路可以走的，比如不管做鸡也好做鸭也罢搞定领导才是王道，当然我这句话你丫要意会，只是去领会其中的精神，不要真的去做鸡做鸭，因为做鸡做鸭很辛苦。我知道以你现在的悟性没问题的。
星光不用我说，因为星光已经开始往空门的方向前进了。加油星光。
捎带脚的也祝福下明天公务员考试的竹叶小同学，记得考试前对着镜子说:“信春哥，……”省略部分自己加愿望。
仅以此文献给所有即将翻身农奴把歌唱的同学们，记住一句话：“阳光总在风云后！”我深深的为我能如此恩正的说出这句话而折服。
于是我说爽了……

这个周六有个take home exam，take home exam意味着除了不能与人讨论外，你可以查阅各种资料。话说当我还在犹豫要不要跟人讨论的时候，我周围的哥哥姐姐们斩钉截铁的告诉我当然要讨论……还有一个泰国男人要走了我的手机号……貌似也是想在考试的时候可以有个人讨论……
星期一：早上麦片中午三明治晚上西红柿炒鸡蛋加肉末炒洋葱
星期二：同上
星期三：同上
星期四：同上
星期五：同上
I'm not complaining......
最近感觉我一颗寂寞的心开始要躁动了……有时候看到个女人会开始有些想法了……这太可怕了……

话说我上一篇日志主要是为了兑现我对星光的承诺，不过实践充分证明我离用英语写space还有一段漫长的路要走……
前俩天中国教授带我去吃了传说是lansing本地最好的一家中国餐馆，吃到了传说中的宫保鸡丁，麻婆豆腐，回锅肉还有清炒鱼片……我感动的是内牛满面啊，真的有在中国下馆子的味道……好久没吃过了……BTW，打包回来的够我吃一个礼拜恩……
不过一个菜10刀的价格着实小贵……这在国内能买10份宫保鸡丁，10份麻婆豆腐，10份回锅肉外加10份清炒鱼片了……never mind，又不是我掏钱……
我在美国的第一次考试成绩出来了……最高分100，最低分23，平均分71，中间分73，我考了73……中间分means the score of the student whose ranking is in the middle of the class...如果说按照中国人都能拿到90分以上的成绩来说，我是很屎了……按照考试的难度来说我也是很屎了……但是就我个人二十多年的学习经验来说，第一次考试就不在倒数的日子还要追溯到高中以前……于是按照我总会一点一点进步的趋势来看……我的小心灵好像稍微好受一丢丢点点……
to response the requist of da pei...I worte in English again, that's all, thank you...
I really felt guilty that I played computer games the whole weekend... meanwhile my roommate moved-out this weekend, so i'm living alone again after I arrived two months, which seems everything going back to the origin...
everyday i'm in the YY world. I imagine that i will get the funding and i will be part of the hot blond girls... then you know that the "be part of" is not a realy "be part of"? maybe i should say take part in...still weird...
now i try to arrange my life like a really phd...so i eat both lunch and dinner in my lab. i don't leave lab until 10'clock, although i don't study in lab. i prepare the next day's meals every night... the other reason i eat dinner at lab is because i don't have a microwave and my roommate take his away...however, this gives me a chance to knock the neighbor's door within two lovely chinese girl to ask for help...
how much i wrote in 不知不觉…… 
today, the first time of my life, i used the toilet in MSU, you know there isn't 蹲坑 bothering me 2 months...
the graduation for me looks like i was kicked off from a relationship. the sad feeling may comes out everywhere and everymoment...
I can't express my feeling of eggy sadness in english...

 

Once, I said that I will write my space in English after I go to America. So I do it...
I try to write down something about what I'm thinking when I write this stupid English space, but I can't...
I wrote a sentence, then deleted it. And I wrote another sentence, then deleted it again. Every sentences I wrote are suck...I'm shame of my poooooooooooooool English...So, I just put a f-word here...
Fuck